A Week In Review

A review of a week that’s eventful ,with a twist of happiness , well blended with sadness. Have I to refuse all happenings , I’ll be the most ungrateful person on Earth . Although the start of the week seems gloomy as we are mourning over the death of our beloved closed relative , I am glad that we could gain the confidence and laughter back, tho false it might be , the sounds of giggling and the portraitures of smiles created in the faces of my family members , are enough to tell the story we would never to forget for our entire life , God’s willing. 

To see and to make my ayah smiles and enjoying himself , is such a bless from God , cause I always wanted to make him happy , apart from the academic achievements that we , his children , always show , this is another kind of gift for you ayah .

Moving on to another side of my life . I’ve decided to go to a gig , and I did it . Weird as it may sounded to be , I took it positively , as what I really wanted by going there , was not fun or excitement , rather , I seek for a change , a change of attitude for me , a practice for a life that always willingly throws me a bunch of challenges . I am in a mere amazement to see a group of people , of professionals , if I were to classify them , were standing at the back of the room , being very observant to the large crowd in front. So , since I went there alone , I make my way to join them . The best of news had never to hearing the aim of being there from them - just as same as mua  - understanding and seeing the world is the reason.

Flipping through this week’s diary , my first and second customers for wedding photography and baby portraiture were a huge success . I am lucky to have a very supporting clients , who believed in a beginners as I am . They even paid me higher than being dealt before . At least , I have had a good portfolio to carry along side me now , if not the best . I think , my love towards this field has grow fonder over time , but to bear in mind that a levels and studies should come first , has never did I forget . Encouragement from family members , with ayah and emak consistently reminding this young girl about academic .. hey , who am I playing a fool with , but to play smart ? Haha .

I guess , as we are becoming older and older , with an obvious increase in the value of digits of our age * age is just a number , what count is the within * , the more we wanted to explore the world , trying hard to reveal the inside secret of the world’s treasure . So , what’s more to be waited . See the life as it is , and enjoy the life as it should . Till next post , toodles !!

I’m The Rakyat

Malaysia , a place I called home and I wonder if I will forever call it my home . Afraid I am not , but concern is the word best to describe me being skeptical  about the future .  Living in the college prevents me to further develop my political sense as I am less able to reach the latest facts and agendas , precisely , caused by the lack of time to surf for the news update or to spend the time to read the newspapers . Creating a reason is a bad sign of a person , but without it , what life is base on, then , right ? To live a life , we need one .

Let’s move our lenses to a bigger scope lies in front of us right now. We are served with a lot of news , issues that go ups and downs , surrounds the nation political scene , creating  a chaotic turnover to a once-harmony-country.  If we were to count how many issues are on rise , we will need 10 days to elaborate them all , but to name a few , will be a better option. Fuel price hikes , anwar ibrahim’s sodomy case , rosmah- altantuya accusation , United States interferences in Malaysia’s constituency  and blablabla. Too many happenings and surely , they are not a good sign either socially or economically .

Hence , popping a question that has never stroll out in my mind , will Malaysia be a better place for a living , when the politicians are busy playing their blame games - that only god knows when they going to end it . The August House of the Parliament , doesn’t really seems to be a ’sacred’ and ‘respected’ place anymore . It’s funny and childish to see the MPs fighting and be belligerent to each other . Not a rare scene anymore , if I may conclude my findings . It is highly disappointing  vista that a highly educated person , who should be representing the rakyat , portrays a bad quality during the speech and debate - worst still , it is aired live on the national broadcasting .

I ponder upon the future , now and then .

Coming Back

It’s been a (sure) LONGGGggg time since I last update my friendster blog. Blogger has taken the lead , I supposed.

So , here I am , writing the latest post ( not really) . I am on my holiday , assuring you that , no job attachment is to be made and less than 4 books are to be read , for I have a stack ( about a meter thick ) of homework to be done in 3 weeks of time . ( conclusion - not enough time ) .

A political review on democratic issues  ? internationally ? . need to finish it … to be handed in on time . No resources are found - failure. indeed . sounds good .=P

Family reunion - attended . Weight - hear me please —> 2 kilos in one night . The dinner table was full of food . Ask me who would not feel tempted by it  ? Not me of course . Haha

Till then . Love you .

Regards ,
Maji.gains.weightS. cis

Saying Sorry Isn’t The Hardest Thing To Do …

The phone is gone .. and it’s gone for good .
The wedding is canceled …and it’s canceled for good.
The ring is gone .. and it’s gone for good .

Then what’s left behind ? Evil of their kind ?

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There is someone whom I think for almost every minute of my life if not every second . There is someone whom I pray for , every time I pray , for my life is incomplete without doing it .

Should life is short , I would love to understand that the person could lead a happy life .. but sometimes it just happened to turn out not the way we always wanted it to be .

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Why do people fall in love that easy ? I mean , frankly speaking , some of us can get into thing called L.O.V.E very easily that every moment we can fall in love with somebody . Why can’t you stick to one but many ? Every person that you meet is your crush . Everyone you see is the person you will flirt with .

I wonder who will the person that will ended up with this kind of person ? It will take a long time for the ‘one’ to turn up with the number of broken heart increasing on the way to meet that special one .

I don’t like to understand that my friend being cheated . I can’t tolerate hearing a guy  having to many crushies at a time . I really hope to meet that guy who broke my friend’s heart . Don’t put hope when you know you’re just playing around . She deserved someone better than you . Ruin her heart not for you are pulling me into the game too . 

Stop the love game and start being serious . You’re making things worst and sometimes , I feel like yelling at you . Apologize is the easiest thing to do , but why mouth feels so hard to be opened ? Men’s ego …. that’s what they called it .

Guys .. guys .. to whom it may concern , note that I really terribly need you to start apologizing her for what you’ve done ..

I Come In Package - today

Basically , today is a bad day . I’ve no mood to make jokes and my mood is changing quite fast - and the mixture of reactions make me look like a messy + annoying + dumb person …

I’m not smiling that much today , cause my hormones and my lips refused to..

I need someone to walk pass me - all of the sudden and then make me smile - seriously =)

Dead Meat - What the Heaven ?

After all the hard work that has been put in , Housetrip will be going on tomorrow and , surely , I can’t wait to see how it will goes. It is one of the biggest event for the house , and when it got something to do with someone else’s money , it does matter to be committed . So , I really pray that it’ll meet their level of satisfaction and hopefully , will be able to release their tension . The most important part is to have fun and enjoy it while it last !!

Heard news from Fatin telling me that Lily was half dead after donating her blood - for excitement she said . She fainted just after finished donating it . I thought she will be emitted to the hospital for a week , but seems like my prediction stays there . It’s not like what I imagine - maybe I am overly exaggerating it - as in drama , they says . But my point is , Lily is in her pink of health , tho it’s hard to believe it’s pink - =p . Her hand is still at her level best to type at such a faster rate than before - giving me a clear clue on her health performance now . For Fatin , you’re taking the right decision not to donate your blood , cause I can’t imagine of what’s going to happen if it were you , my dear . =)

Jika Aku Mati ..

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Tiadalah apa yang mampu ku pinta ,
Melainkan keredhaan darinya .

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Tiada air mata akan kutitiskan ,
Selain kata pujian pada Mu Illahi.

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Satu doa akan kutinggalkan ,
Bawalah ibubapaku ke dalam syurgaMu , ya Illahi.

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Akanku pancarkan senyumanku ,
Menanti saat itu .

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Akan kulari padanya ,
Mencurahkan rasa hati.

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Akan ku tatap wajah ayah bondaku ,
Sehingga saatku mati .

Jika hari ini aku ditakdirkan mati ,
Pastiku dongak ke awan ,
Mencari …. kemanakah aku nanti …

My Heart Has Two Left Feet

My clumsy heart has two left feet
It always trips when I see you
It starts to race and skip a beat
My clumsy heart has two left feet
It’s starting now to feel the heat
Because of all the things you do
My clumsy heart has two left feet
It always trips when I see you   Ã�©

Ujian DariMu

Bila kau memandang semuanya dari Tuhanmu ..
ALLAH yang menciptakan segalanya..
Yang menimpakan ujian …
Yang menjadikan sakit hatimu..
Yang membuatkan keinginanmu terhalang ..
Serta menyusahkan hidupmu ..
Pasti dia akan damaikan hatimu .

Kerana masakan ALLAH sengaja mentakdirkan segalanya untuk sesuatu yang sia - sia ..
Bukan ALLAH tidak tahu derita hidupmu .. retaknya hatimu….
Tapi itulah yang Dia mahu ..
Kerana Dia tahu hati yang sebeginilah yang selalunya ..
Lebih lunak dan mudah untuk diikat agar akrab dan dekat denganNya ..

Morning !!!

Morning !!

Well , I just want to write something over here , tho I must say I don’t really know what to blog on . =)

I’m having my Statistics exam today ..  hope I can answer all of them =p Need to get ready for class and of course , the test .. pray for me yarr ..

And we will be selling Dunkin Donuts today … another donuts day =D !!!